Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Chapter 3 - leaving and starting strong again.

Dad helped me carried my luggage until i reached my dormitory and he left.
He's really a busy business man,
working so hard to provide me with the best.sigh.
I got the key and went into my hostel room.
There wasn't a single soul in the dormitory.
six girls share one dorm.
I saw all of the beds filled with their stuffs, only one bed in the left-hand corner empty.
So, i guess that's my bed. I carried my luggage there.
I started to unpack my luggage.
I took out my clothes and hung it in the cupboard, took out lots of stuffs.

Suddenly a little pink box dropped out from my bag.
Memories flooded my brain. Tears filled my eyes.
I picked up the box, the thoughts of my mom came into my head like a whirlwind.
Every single details of mom still vivid in my mind.
Tears came pouring out, it was unstoppable.
I wipe my teary face with hand and sat there weeping silently.


































This is the necklace mom gave to me when before she passed away.
I treasure it a lot as it was a last gift from mom.
Tears kept flowing, kept sobbing........thinking of mom...



















Suddenly, i felt a tap on my right shoulder.
I quickly wipe of my tears on my face but the rest still kept flowing out.
I turned but and tried to sound calm and said :"ummm..yes??"
I saw a girl behind me, her face was smiling at first and then it changed into a worried-looking face. "Hello, are you the new girl? what happened?"

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Every ending is a new beginning.

This is the day that i have to leave this place and to go to another new place.
I was sitting in the car, travelling a two hours long journey.
My thoughts of me leaving this place, leaving everything behind was saddening.

Daddy is sending me to a famous boarding school in another small, peaceful village in Korea.
The thoughts of me going to a new place without knowing anyone was just scary.
I was afraid, but i still have to go.
My earphones were still plugged in my ears, i was listening to the music until i fell asleep..

When i roused from my sleep, the car stopped suddenly.
I look out of my window and saw the school that i will be going to.
I widened my eyes and stared hard at it, it was awesomely beautiful!

















"Dad, is this my school????"
Dad turned his head and said "Yeah.this is going to your school. This is most famous school here in this village." "but....this is really cool!!", i shouted and stared at it without blinking. I really didnt imagine it was that big..Wow..

"Even though the village is small but the school is really good here, so i sent you here. I hope you will enjoy studying here." I nodded, " mhmm..I will do my best! " Dad said:" Let's get down! "
I opened the car door and stepped out. I stood staring at the enormous building again. The air was fresh there. So, I took a deep breath and said to myself that i will really work hard here and i believed that every ending is a new beginning. I shouted :"move on, Seo Yunnie!" "Yarrhh..get your luggage and stuff.." "Owhhh..okay dad!", smiling.

We walked into the awesome and enormous school.
Looking forward to start everything afresh!

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

chapter 1 - the beginning?

Looking up towards the light blue sky,
the sun shinning in the sky, trees blowing in the breeze, birds flying freely,
sitting on the bench watching a football match while listening to my mp4,
the song lucky-Ashily now playing....
I wasn't really focus on the game,
i was thinking of someone until somebody hit me on my head.

"Ouch!" I unplug one of my earphones and look backwards to see who was that rude person.
That guy carried a big backpack on his back and carried lots of stuff.
His hands were full with empty bottles.
I stared at him, he stared back.
It was about 2 seconds when we look at each other.
Suddenly he said :"I'm so sorry.." and moved to another bench on the other side.
"Owh. It's okay..." i quickly look towards the field and try to focus on the match.
"Awesome match!!" i started to clap my hands.
everyone turned to look at me. Oh gosh..i did something wrong again! sigh. i look down.


I quickly plugged my earphones back.
I dont really like watching football matches.
but in school it was made compulsory to come.
So i have to attend this.
Screaming goes on, shouting goes on behind my ears.
I could only hear it softly as the background of my music.....
Today was the last day in this school..